It's on my list To do My list is long It's true

Lust? I had it once to get away Bust? I have it now To break away. Must? It seems I'm angry To have my say I'd leave this soil I'd throw away My documents I'd separate Rather than stay Oh yes. You want to make a show ? Of how You want to know ? Just how You want to grow ? Allow That I won't be part of it I'll turn my back And walk Keep facing forward And talk ...? There will be talk And tears And pain And blame And ... But don't expect me here again. I won't be leaving twice. My ticket always was one way My words An entry into other worlds And seeing you again Ah I could at last be a foreigner in this land That you seem to think is "ours" And you'd include me? Oh But that's not to be I'll not accept the accolade You didn't know that? No ? well There's more to come But I can't stay to give you consolation Or hope Or lessons in why We need to stick together Cause where do I begin To draw the answer in the sand It's so fucking obvious ! It might take eons Cause it's written in my genes And Words Won't Cut It! The blood has spilt already And I must go. You've usered in an age Where I'll be Silenced I am not a minority But I will be You wanted this And me ( and others like me) Who'll fight for your Liberty Well you've misjudged Just about everything However much you've been caught up in a Kerfuffle Convincing arguments Of self- interest And "other" You define yourself as them With them The earth hurters The excluders We've been here before You're one of the remainers and I'm one of the movers! I'll wriggle off rather than join your party I'm with "us" The company of humanity I wanna be one with the universe I wanna follow the sunset And the hills And the sap And the bird calls in the morning And I want my human companions to want the same I'm sorry my brother Maybe in another lifetime Maybe it's not as bad ... Maybe I don't need to pack up my last vestige My integrity To have something to walk out with Your pleas echo in my ear Turn to insults - and as I walk- Will morph into Disdain Contempt I'm sorry for the children Left behind With nothing to gauge their choices by Than Dry Grabbing at Shallow Dreams Come find me When I've turned to dust And wonder in the patterns Swirling beauty of atoms As I catch the sun Colours Merging together to make one Come find me And in a whistful Contemplation Earth- free Just Us We'll be together Again